I ran across
the empty school
to reach the bus stand
before the bus left for home
without me.
I was late.
I was eight
and scared
and too far from home.
I didn’t know the way back
or simply, how to go.
My heart ran faster than me.
My feet were jelly
as I wondered if I’d have to
spend the night at school.
I heard your voice
as you called my name
from the second floor corridor
where you were searching me.
All of a sudden,
the world righted itself on its axis.
You ran down, scared for me.
I don’t remember what you said,
just that I hugged you
and you hugged me.
I wasn’t scared anymore.
You were here–
my eleven-year-old hero.
Neither of us are much of huggers
but it has been too long
since you hugged me, big brother.
I miss you
and I hope you miss me too.