Why does chocolate taste sweeter when received, not bought?
Category: Random Thoughts
Juvenile thoughts 05
St. Valentine stayed a bachelor.
Passing the buck, are we?
Nazar | Urdu | Poetry
Mere mehboob ki nazaro se bach ke rehna,
Wo janta hai dil kaha chhupa rakha hai.
Uski palko ke uthne aur girne ke beech;
Deewano ne afsana bana rakha hai.
Translation:
Beware of the eyes
of my beloved who
will find your heart
no matter where it hides.
Tales of love are told
mid the moment
she gazes at you
till she drops her eyes.
Context:
Urdu poetry developed in a culture where women did not speak to unrelated men at all. Poets have filled countless pages describing the language of eyes that existed between lovers; how just raising gaze to look at one could incite a love story told and retold around the fire.
Juvenile thoughts 04
Why is it that the unrequited love stays with you throughout life as a bitter-sweet memory, while “requited” love is just… well… marriage?
Juvenile thoughts 03
Is there a reason why people I bear with do not, in turn, bear with me?
Nadaan | Urdu poetry
Naadan sanam ki masoomiyat se haar jate hain.
Salaam kar ke milte hain, seena chaak kar ke jate hain.
Translated into a Lantern poetry
Naive
Stony heart;
Blessed my life;
And left, ripping me
apart!
Context: This piece points out the irony of “Salam” as greeting between parting lovers (a blessing for a long life).
Juvenile thoughts 02
Finding love isn’t difficult. It finds you once, twice, thrice…
Difficult is deciding where you want to halt and stay forever.
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Juvenile thoughts: 01
The morning you wake up and realise that you did it all by yourself; that your life is a product of your own stupidity…
The Far Door: Part 2

Author’s note: This is second installment of a short story from my latest book: The Bracelet and other short stories. You can find the other parts here: The Far Door: Part 1, The Far Door: Part 3 and The Far Door: Part 4.
**Wednesday**
**Thursday**
**Friday**
For three days, I have avoided looking at the door. The absence of a metal latch and lock on the far door is putting me on the edge. The wooden latch just didnโt cut it. I keep reminding myself that the rooms are probably just full of old furniture. On weekdays, it is easier; I am out for work all day, returning only to eat and sleep. But on the Friday morning, I hear whispered voices on the other side of the door. Not sure what are they saying, but there are many.
Francโs warning comes to my mind, โJust donโt open the latch to the door.โ Does he know about the voices too?
I havenโt made up my mind about selling or sharing the key, but I have to make this place safe while I am here. So, I call a locksmith that evening to fit the new metal latchโa thick copper one to match the interiors, of course. He pulls out the wooden bolts holding the wooden latch and replaces the set with copper latch and bolts. He pushes and pulls at the door several times in the process, which should have opened the door and broken my promise to Franc. But the door doesnโt budge. It seems to be locked from the inside as well. How is that even possible if no one is on the other side?
Pushing aside the thought, I pay the locksmith. And then, I hang a huge copper lock from the new latch. Technically, I havenโt done anything wrong since I havenโt opened the door.
I can finally breathe easy. No one can force their way in now, or so I hope.
**Saturday**
I don my apron and wash the vegetables to prepare breakfast. I am about to sit down to cut them, but I canโt find my knife. The knife I had brought with me isnโt in the copper stand in the kitchen; neither is it in the sink nor dustbin. In fact, all the stainlessโsteel cutlery I had brought with me is missing. I look at the far door accusingly; the metal latch and lock are still in place. I will have to go to market to buy a cutlery set today. How can an entire cutlery set go missing overnight? The thought is unsettling. It is even more difficult to sleep that night.
**Sunday**
Some of the silverware my grandmother bequeathed me is missing. I rummage the placeโthe drawers, wardrobes, the space under the sinkโฆ
Something on the floor glints back at me; a silver spoonโฆ
โฆor what is left of it! Someone has bitten off half the head. I can see the toothmark on the bitten edge.
The far door is still locked.
I am hyperventilating now. I run down the stairs and out in the yard. It feels better to be out in the sunlight. A couple of old women stand there, smiling and talking. Deciding some small talk will sooth my nerves, I approach them. One of them looks up and her eyes turn hostile, daring me to speak. I want to turn back and leave but the other lady smiles, โHi! You must be our new neighbour! How are you finding the place?โ
I want to tell the truth, but politeness takes over, โItโs nice.โ
โHave you met Franc yet? He said that he will speak to you about buying your portion.โ
โYes. Iโm still considering the offer.โ
The hostile lady hisses from between clenched teeth, โYou would have taken the offer and run with it if you knew whatโs good for you. That poor lad has enough on his plate alreadyโHis senile grandpa who sleepwalks and two little kids, while his wife dumped them all for another man. He just went to Gorgon for a month to bury his parents, and you locked him out of his house! Now his grandpa is stuck inside a room for the fear of making a spectacle of himself and his children canโt go to school because we are unable to look after his grandpa. Franc canโt cook for them since he has no kitchen, and he canโt return from office until late in the night because he canโt be seen fโ,โ She bites her lower lip as if she had gone a little too far.
I am too horrified to dwell over that, โAre you implying his family was living here when I moved in; that he was out just for a month? The agent never told me!โ
Her voice softens a bit, โWell, you wouldnโt have bought the house then, would you? I bet, he must have given you a really low price too.โ
The other lady pitches in, โFrancโs grandpa is a coโowner along with Marc. It is Marcโs portion you have bought. They were childhood friends, and their families lived together. Since Marc and Lily had no children, he had intended to bequeath the rest of the house to Franc. But before he could create the will, he died in a car crash along with Francโs parents. While Franc went to Gorgon to bury them all, Lilyโs nephew who had received Marcโs estate asked an agent to sell everything. He never cared enough to come here and look at the place where his uncle and aunt spent their entire lives. And why would he? Lilyโs family never accepted her marriage with Marc. They were ashamed of him being a gโโ She too stops midโsentence, probably realising she is offering me Francโs personal information.
โThatโs horrible! I kicked his entire family out without even knowing it. Can you please ask Franc to come home and meet me this evening?โ
*****
I can barely wait for Franc, sitting as close to the main door as possible in case I have to run out againโฆ
In case the monster returnsโฆ
Author’s note: To be continued…
Let me know if you wish to read the next part, or you can simply download the free PDF version of the book from here: Books by Shaily
Original photo by Casey Lovegrove on Unsplash (with minor edits based on the story)