Author’s note: This is the second instalment of my latest short-story.

It is difficult to believe such a simple traditional-looking girl like her could kill anyone. But what do I know? My own traditional-looking fiancรฉe ran away with another guy, shredding my heart into pieces, not even bothering to throw it in a landfill.
I choose to be quiet.
“Not so keen on hanging around me for eternity anymore, huh?” She looks smug.
“Let’s just say I don’t like the idea of following you to hell. I don’t even love you to risk that for you.”
I think I would have risked that for my wife–well, ex-fiancรฉe…if not out of love, then out of sense of duty. But she chose to bestow that honour on someone else. If only she had said something during our numerous romantic phone calls after our marriage was arranged. She made me believe she wanted me as much as I wanted her and then eloped with her lover while her family was visiting mine for the Tilak ceremony.
The only reason I travelled here today was to run away from pitying eyes. They would probably think I committed suicide.
The thought of dying is looking closer to reality now since higher waves are wetting our ankles frequently and the spray of water is constantly keeping us wet. I have waited all my life working hard, believing that once I am better situated in work, I would get my chance at love.
Now, here I am at sea, dying, right after I am dumped by the woman I finally set my hopes on.
The Sun is dipping on the horizon much like our lives. The thought of never finding love hurts much more than the rejection itself. I don’t want to die but, more than that, I don’t want to give her the satisfaction that she affected me strongly enough to drive me to suicide. She chose to dump me. She doesn’t deserve the credit for my death.
The stranger on my side stands quietly and lets me have my ‘moment’. She seems to sense there is more to my story but doesn’t have the heart to tease it out of me anymore.
A phone call pierces the space around us. Her phone screen blinks.
“You get phone reception here?”
“My phone does, it seems. How else do you think I made that phone call for help?”
“Oh yes. I think you should answer the call. Your husband from the landfill might not like being ignored.” I point at her phone, smilingโ”Hubby” is calling.
She huffs and accepts the phone call. I can’t help being curious enough to listen in. We are huddling too close in the center of the peak of the rock now to avoid overhearing anyway.
“What do want?”
Pause
“Why do you care where I am?”
Pause
“In middle of the sea. Probably drowning in the next few minutes.”
Pause
“Huh, you wish. I am not coming back to haunt you! Four years were more than enough. I am not wasting another minute on you. Now hang up. You are ruining my first post-divorce vacation. I don’t want to drown thinking of you.”
Pause
“Yes, she told you the truth. Yesterday, I went to a striptease bar, drank half-a-bottle of wine and hired a man to spend the night with.”
Pause
“Stop laughing. I am telling the truth!”
Pause
“Fine, I did try though. I can cheat, just like you cheated on me for so many years.”
Pause
“Okay, it’s not cheating anymore that we are not married but the thought counts. I just need a little more practice. I am alone with a man right now.”
She looks at me guiltily as I raise my eyebrow. Would I help someone take revenge for being cheated on? The fellowship rises its head within my chest, and I smile back encouragingly.
Pause
Her voice is softer this time, “No, I can’t return. I can’t forget it. I might have if I hadn’t caught you in the act; say, if someone else had told me. But I saw you both, and I keep thinking about it. Even after an year, it is all I see whenever I close my eyes. Please stop calling me and move on. Let me move on…”
Her begging tone cuts through my core–“Even after an year…“
I had been there only three days and I feel half-dead. Is there no hope?
Pause
“No, I am done with repeating myself. I am moving on.” She looks back at me in apologising manner, “I am going to make out with this guy here. And I will send you a photo as proof. May be then you will stop calling me.”
With those words, she hangs up. I can feel my eyebrows reach my hairline. She just shrugs, “It felt good to say it out loud and hear him squirm one last time before I die.”
To be continued
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