
Author’s note: This is third installment of a short story from my latest book: The Bracelet and the other short stories. You can find the other parts here: Broken: Part 1 and Broken: Part 2.
On the morning of the fourth day, I gathered wildflowers that grew within the temple yard. A tiger was manning the boundary. It gave me hope that my โfriendsโ wouldnโt be able to come tomorrow, and I wouldnโt have to go back. I could stay here forever, seeing her every day. I held the flowers lovingly in my arms until she came, afraid to put them down lest theyโd get dirty.
When she came, I all but jumped up. She placed the basket in the same place and looked at me. I meekly held out the flowers. She accepted them quietly with a smile that almost made me swoon. She turned to leave. I couldnโt hold back anymore. I might have to leave soon. How could I go without knowing her name? Or rather, how could I go at all?
โPlease donโt go,โ I begged her.
โDo you need anything else from me?โ her voice was teasing.
โIโฆI donโt even know your name,โ I blushed to the roots of my hair like a schoolboy.
โI thought youโll never ask. People call me Kyarr,โ she replied.
โOh! I thought Kyarr was the deity here.โ
She kept smiling.
โIโฆMy โfriendsโ are due to return tomorrow. I was wonderingโฆthinking thatโฆIโฆWould youโฆโ I couldnโt bring myself to say the words. What if she says no? What if she considers it an insult? I know nothing about her. She could be married. She looks young but people marry early in this part of the world.
Heck, even Iโm married! What was I even thinking?
She waited for a few seconds. Then, probably realised I wasnโt going to finish. So, she simply said, โI know your friends come tomorrow morning. I guess, it is the last time we meet.โ She was still smiling.
โWould you like to come with me?โ I blurted out, then lost all the courage and looked at my feet.
โI canโt. Iโm needed here. But thank you for asking.โ
It hurt to see that there was no pain in her eyes. She was smiling as always while my own heart was ripping up in pieces. โWill you at least stay the night? I just want to look at you until I leave,โ I knew I was transgressing some social boundary, but I couldnโt remember whatโฆ
โI can but you might not like how I look. Thatโs why I havenโt been staying here for the past three nights.โ
I could hear the warning in her voice, but I was past caring now. If it was the last time I was looking at her, I didnโt care if a few hair came out of her bun as she slept. Now that I think of it, I canโt remember how she wore her hairโWas it a bun? Pig tails? Or did she leave them loose over her shoulders? Sheโd still be the only one I love.
โI insist.โ
She shook her head, giving up, and sat on the stone throne on the pedestal. Then she gave me that smile that melted my kneesโฆ
โฆand turned to stoneโa magnificent stone Tigress.
*****
My helpers returned the next day and told me the goat was still very much alive. I told them about Kyarr, but they didnโt believe me. They said Kyarr, the stone Tigress, has always been there on the pedestal. She was the temple deity.
They said the curse was turning me mad like all those before me.
*****
I would like to believe them and forget all about her, but how can I?
Even though I have returned home, my dreams are full of tiger calls, and my every waking moment is spent thinking about her. Somehow, her being a tigress makes no difference to me. Sheโs still the one I love.
Often, I see her walk away from me. I call her. I beg her to stop, but she just gives me a smile that would make me follow her anywhere. And then, she keeps walking until I can walk no more. Once I fall, I crawl behind her until I faint. And when I wake up, I find her gone.
My bleeding feet and knees donโt hurt. My heart bleeds knowing Iโll never see her again. I tried booking a flight to return to my Kyarr, but my wifeโI canโt recall her name nowโshe wonโt let me go. I think sheโs jealous. Could you please make her understand, Doctor? You do believe me, donโt you?
The doctor looks up at me with eyes filled with pity. He stops the recorder and makes some notes in his pad. He signals a male nurse to escort me to my padded cellโmy cage from where I canโt escape and walk until my feet hurt and crawl until my knees bleedโฆ
End
Author’s note: You can find the free PDF version of my latest book: The Bracelet and the other short stories here: Link.
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